The night rantings

Its been quite a while since my last post. Have been plunging into my work wholeheartedly. Truth is, I enjoy the work so much that I am having second thoughts about my mba. The string that is binding me to my mba committment is the fact that I had already paid the first installment of fees. A job that I like versus a course I badly wants to do. IT will take sometime to resolve this internal conflict completely. A bright side is that I have been invited to take part in a study of a big social issue. Something that is in my realm of expertise. Truth is its gonna be hard balancing my work and this study. But if I am able to contribute significantly to this study, I will be able to boost my exposure......... alot. Its big and although I have been invited to take part full time, I am reluctant to break my committment ot the current job. Will see how it is as the time goes by.

On another note, reading the interviews of the bad outcast of singapore Idols, I am amazed at the extent of human self-delusion. But after some careful consideration, maybe self-delusion is a way of happiness. After all, nothing in life can affect you. You think you are the best even if the whole worlds spits on you. You live in your own world where you are the king and queen. Thats a thought..........