The night rantings

I feel so tired, pissed, tired and pissed again. Not pissed as in drunk but pissed off because some of my group members are not carrying their weight. Why bother to turn up for meetings at all if you have nothing useful to contribute and did not ever read the cases. OH yeah, thats the other group member who never bother to turn up at all. I have half a mind to give them a piece of my mind but theres hardly any sliver left with all the work nowadays. Freaking freeloaders! Get me pissed at your own peril and do not test my patience. God, the nerve of these people!!! Okay enough ranting for now.

I am enjoying a couple of my courses like Biz strategy and consumer behavior but I really hate Economics and Public Policy which causes my brain cells to die by the trillions. The lecturer is nice but I just cannot stand the subject with its endless assumption and theories.

Mid terms coming up in 2 weeks, feel like I am grasping at straws......

End of the third week of school. 25% down, 75% to go. Been a busy but eventful week, both the BCG and SRC elections- which I both "not win". In the case of the BCG, I think my team did very well, but another team just performed better. And for that, I am confident MBS winning team will proceed to go kick the butt of all other victoria and later Australia business school.

To the topic of me losing the election. Undergoing a round of self-assessment, I figure that the main reason for my loss was my lack of campagaining which was totally non-existence sunce I hate asking people for stuff. I prefer people voting out of their free will. Pooi! I should have been more politiky. My two sentence election spiel did not help much too, but hey, again I stuck to my stupid principle that words are cheap. I garnered 31 votes, a few votes short of the number needed to get me elected. And you know what, I am actually quite happy with the results. It meant that a third of the full-time student population actually like me and think of me good enough for the position. (Trying hard to ignore the other 2/3 of the population, in addition to the part-timers.) But I have to thank those peopl who put their trust in me, too bad I did not come through.

Went to career services with one of my zany schemes. Will see how it work out. The past three weeks has just been crazy, full days everyday from mon to fri, with the weekend spent catching up on work, with some unfortunate news from home. Its time like this when the resolve is sorely tested. I will survive!