The night rantings

Okay, with the ranting and grouses outta the way lets talk about more serious issues. Counselled a cousin regardcing education and career choices just now. Sometimes If eel as though I need counselling too. :) The lost feeling and fear for of the unknown furture are kept supressed during this pre-mba days. Am I putting too much on the line? --> Two years, $$$, friends, family, girlfriend,..... Is it the right step? Am I good enough? ITs one of the few times if not the first when I start harbouring doubts. Guess my confident facade never betray it to others except those few close ppl. But the answer I have to all of these question adn doubts is: "Its somethingI have always wanted to do. So what if I cannot get a cushy job after finishing the degree. My aim is for self-growth. If worse come to the worse, I can always not write down my mba when applying for a job (overqualified), or settle for lower pay." I will follow my dreams.

But sometimes I always think, what if I go inside interviews after my MBA and shout "Show me the money!!!" Wahahaahaahhahahaa. They talk to me in the solemn Donald Trump voice in the apprentice or call the funny farm.........