The night rantings

I am still in the conflicted mode although my decision is more or less settled. So many things in the coming months but so little time. I asked a friend, how would you feel if you are me? he say "fantastically happy with all that good stuff going on for you....." And I asked "How would you feel making the choice to give up the other good stuff for only one, since you can only choose one. He replied "Shitty." Thats the way I have been feeling ppl. Too much of a good thing ain so good after all.