The night rantings

Self-doubt is the mother of your own destruction. But there are some that say new beginnings start with destruction... It is the one feeling that I find it hard to control nowadays.

Reflecting on what my friend told me that I am a sucker for punishment. Why am I pursuing employment when I can be my own boss? The reason is because I want to be the master of my own destiny. Is it too idealistic and am I a fool?

I will do what I can and hope that things fall in place. Thats the beauty of life. You do not always reach and get what you plan for and there may be unexpected gains or losses. Bring it on!!!